The Dumb-Slacker-Tired Kids

Yeah, okay.

Another college semester. Another month. Another day.

I'm finding that I don't like Communication Design Techniques.

Rendering Techniques is pretty neat. A lot of new stuff.

Drawing Composition I is what it is. Lots of non-art majors.

Art History I...'nuff said.

I've never really had this many art courses. And I haven't truly done something original in around six months. I'm just burned out and when I'm ready to start---school begins again. Maybe it's just the winter break. Not break-y enough.

Finally found out if I passed English Comp I. Got a B. I was expecting an F. Suh-weet.

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Lately, I've just not been able to get a grip on anything. I look at some things, some people, and I feel weird. Like it's not real. I might be having one of those "Matrix" phases. An alienation phase. A Holden Caulfield phase. I don't know.

I'm sure some of the readers know what I'm feeling.

Sure, I can get happy and stuff sometimes, but when I just sit back and examine things, I get all whacked out.

Gets me damned depressio.

I have to seriously get three of the following immediately:
+a job to hold for a long while
+a car to drive for a long, long while
+financial aid

Job is for obvious reasons, but I recently discovered that my first three months of payments for tuition did not count, as my mother paid with her expired credit card for those three months. I can't let my parents pay for 1300 dollars of my tuition. They're already having a tough time as it is.

Car is for duhhh.

Financial aid is for derrphfff.

Dughhh. I'm just so tired. I'm not being really challenged with some of these new classes. Some assignments I just don't want to do. Comm Design, for example. There's no creative output there. Drawing Comp is full of non-art majors, so it's like first grade.

Ben Jones is neat, though.

Goddamn time. The Authority should fight time. Get Millar to write it.

Anyone?